1st Psychotic Episode. Chance of relapse with use of cannabis/marijuana?

you might not want to here this, but there is no telling if and when it will happen again. if smoking calms you down then go for it, but chances are doctors will keep you prescribed to something to ease the anxiety. my episodes have always happened in times of high stress, and normally pass with me feeling guilty and trying to rebuild relationships that have been bruised. sorry your going through it. people don't understand that its not what people would choose for themselves. best course of action though is a no brainer stay off the uppers.